I hope to have some more interesting news for you on next Friday :-) So please enjoy the new pics, the weekend and don't swim too far *grin*

Lots of love
Jane

Back from Berlin I have to write my diary, it waited too long. Well, what happened? Lots of things. I love the life and so it is never boring - I am curious what happens next! Okay, I had several shootings meanwhile and there where lots of things I simply learned. The more I shooted as a dominating woman, the more I like it. May I be honest, it turns me on. Sometimes I love to think about dominating men as well, but I understood that you don't want to see it here - and so I am within my plans, to do it private. Private? Hmm, not in public would be the better explanation. I owe lots of toys, which I like to use and which I know are loved by others - so it is no wonder, that many, many people like to visit me. Is it the visiting me or should I think about it, might it possible that people would like to use my toys... No, I am sure they think about me *grin*.

So today you may see the shooting with this girl. Funny, what these newcomers think, who they are - normally if one shoots with two girls and plays, noone notices the camera as it is more important to have an intensive feeling between the actors. However this girl, whom I bought a custom made corset from C&S, is bad educated. So she thought of sitting in front, not interested in showing me, she thinks she is a beauty. Well, she looks pretty, that is truth, but she really, really has to learn and so I had to educate her a bit - like an adult does... So you mind?

Lots of love to you - enjoy this weekend with these lovely, lovely photos!!!
Yours Jane

While this lovely weather I had to go outside! All people are working and I enjoyed to sit sometimes in the garden. Of course I know that several had a look while their work, but I am convinced that they made there job. And if any person has seen me, who don't like my look: this is a private no official place.
While relaxing in between all the work I arranged it, that the photographer shot me once for to show this to you. I don't mind if anybody was irritated. To be honest, I believe people like that I am as female as I am. As it is very sad, if a woman doesn't like to show this femaleness. Noone thinks of coming closer, about a fair game... No. If anybody would try, well could be his problem *grin* So whatever, I would love to meet the lady one day who was interested in corsetting and training with the high heels - or otherwise there will be somebody else. I am sure that life will show one the way, and as soon there is a person who is interested in these lovely garments, I will be open minded... Sad, if some people doesn't live their dreams or never try it. It is so easy to do things instead of just dreaming... Well, I am curious what happens

Before I think too much, I want to tell you first that I am so happy about this weekend as I have lots of ideas for photos and videos - I just have to convince the photographer... *rofl* ... but where is the problem? That is one of my main tasks :-)
So I wish you a lovely weekend and hope that you'll have some dreams, where one of the actors is me!
Yours Jane

Well, now is again one week gone and I hope it was for you as intresting as for me! There are the smalll things in life, which let me look closer. Is it by error that a very good fellow talked to me because of dominance? Is it by error that he tried to give me ideas?. Is this today's update by error? I don't think so - it is too good!!! I love to get these ideas for to look closer, for to open my eyes and mind. How often people won't see things, although they seem so clearly... Well, yes that was one main thing which I know too good! I wasn't open enough, do you know that?

Life is so lovely and I am sure that with this weekend things will move and change. Or change it already? *Grin* Whatever, please enjoy today's really big update with the photos and the video. And although it is half a year old, it is simply fun to watch it - that's me!!!!
Yours Jane

This week I was tidying the site ;-) Well, I have noticed that so many of you really read my diary and some told me, it is confusing. I could have said: "Hey I am a woman", but I think they were right. So it was a big task to think how to sort it in a way, one understands. And I am sure, you'll find now, what you want to!

Besides, great photos were made - and the promised jeans ones of course, which I choose Friday for to show. I know there are other women with a different figure, which might look better in jeans, but I love it!!! The photographer who promised to come is still ill and so I was sad, but it wasn't possible to change a thing and so I am still working to tidy several things - office work is not so bad at all *grin*. I don't want to announce the next date with the photographer, but keep you informed as soon as I really know it will happen! And next is, I want to ask you for some more ideas, as I already note several photo and as well several video ideas, but I love to get more information about your dreams :-)

What do you think about some more shootings in the public, or in the water? Please tell it!

While you are thinking you will hopefully relax with my photos
Yours Jane

Yes, I promised some new photos in jeans, but I know they will be online next week :-) Today you see the cute indoorpics which I made for all pantyhosefriends and I am sure that all of you like them...

Besides this week was full of work, where is the problem... with many, many nice shootings. And as one should expect it, the neighbours noticed it. So yesterday I stopped immediately after the visitors of the direct neightbour came. Well, wouldn't have been a problem, but it were kids. These two were playing in the garden and had fun to look inside the house and so I ran away for to take some "normal" clothes on. Came back and send them back to their mother, well I am sure she had no idea, where to look for them

Tonight is a big party in Heide and I am really excited to go there. We celebrate here often and good and so I am still glad, that I have done my work, because I don't expect me laying at 10 p.m. in my bed - it will be a long night. So if we met, please don't hesitate to say "hi" - it will be a pleasure!!!

Yours Jane

Sometimes life is different than planned and so I got the call of the photographer - we won't come this weekend, but in two weeks... Well, to be honest, I am happ to meet him again, nothing else!

The water sessions you have already seen, show me like I am... sometimes naughty, sometimes just girly. However I am sure you'll like it and if the weather will get a bit more friendly, I will realise the ideas YOU gave me ;-)

This week I was happy, i was shopping and I found some jeans. Lovely, but normal ones - since years I was a bit sad, that there was no chance to get fitting ones, but now the couture seems to have changed! Hurrah :-) And one of those is really nice for wearing them to a corset and one of the next photo sessions will be in jeans - I promise!!!

Talked a lot to my corset makers C&S they told me of their plans to come, so I expect a very nice summer!

Hope you'll get some wet ideas, while watching my wet pics and video!

Yours Jane

Water :-) I was several times out and went swimming, but I am so glad that we made now photos in the water just for you!!! Okay, it was not really a swimming photosession, but a playing in the water one and whether it was by accident or not, I found something which gave me a lot fun...

This week was a lovely one - with lots of small but lovely happenings :-) Shortly: I feel good!
In two weeks the photographer comes back and he told me he wants to have lots of nice pics *grin* Whatelse I could dream of? NOTHING!

Yes, of course I could have had lots of photo sessions this week, showing you my daily work - in the garden, with the animals or while cleaning things. However I don't think that is why you visit my site and so I was proud that I convinced this photographer to come into the water for to get this update! Next time I catch him for to shoot me while swimming as I love to swim in my swimming corset - real swimming and not this playing - but I loved to play. Just a bit girly as I am...

Enough of my water dreams - I am happy to have these lovely photos and I am sure you'll see the erotic, which I felt. Wishing you an erotic weekend with lots of warm thoughts, I send you a big KISS

Yours Jane

Last weekend was absolutely fantastic!!! The photographer was very, very pleased and so am I. He told me to come again ;-) However, like professionals are, I have to wait - me of all people - waiting. Okay, I don't think I should tell you, you will still know it! Whatever I am so happy that the photographer will come back in about 3 weeks - I am simply proud!

Besides this week was really quiet (no, not shouting ;-) ) And so I realised the special belt series for a special fellow (You know, I mean YOU)

Tomorrow I have to do lots of work inside the house and I am sure the washer will sweat - daily life ;-)

I honestly hope, that you'll enjoy the weekend, whatever and whereever you will have it. I wish you very, ver nice moments and if there is one for me - I would be very lucky!!!

Yours Jane

Today is the day and I am sooo curious! When I called Robin, the famous English photographer he told me to be here in about 4 hours. Oh wow - so I decided to update this site really quickly and to prepare the house, cleaning, shopping - all this typical housework. What he told me makes me really excited, he has fantastic ideas and hopefully I look well enough. *grin* Yes, I am sure, I look well - what I mean is, not too naughty, not too girly - just me, the one, he wants to shoot. He stays for the whole weekend and as well two other girls will be here. So what is it called? Full house :-)

The weather is really, really mixed and I cannot guarantee him a thing, well - we will see, what's happening.

Okay, so I hope you might enjoy the nice pics of today! And please hold your fingers crossed that I can show you lots of lovely pics after this weekend!

Yours Jane

Do you still talk to me? I should be ashamed...

While the lastest weeks there were so many things which happened and at the end I have to say - Life is great!!! Many women visited me for photos and videos and so I got lots of material for you! And now I will have the time for to inform you asap. However main thing first - I am so happy, that you got last week a new video and today really actual photos. I asked for to get some glamourous and elegant new pics and so I decided to choose the bal gown. And I enjoyed to be dressed up, as this gown is really impossible to be dressed by myself. The sun was really bright (and still is), I was wearing my favourite ball gown and when sitting on the bench I got some naughty ideas... Well, just proof it and enjoy!

Next weekend there wil be a super photographer visiting me - I am so excited. I got to know him in Essen on a fetish event and inbetween all these lovely models and girls, he came to me. Well he told me they are beauty, but none of them had my "aura" - wow, what a lovely compliment. When I was at home I was looking in the www, and when I understood who is it, I had to sit down... "And he has chosen me?" Unbelievable. He came to me and not to this beautiful 20 years old girls... Oh my. Perfect! But better to be quiet before he notices that I am not 20 anymore *grin*

Okay, now I hope you'll enjoy this latest update and perhaps, you might get as well some naughty ideas... ;-)

Yours Jane

Today is a special day, some of you know it... And so I have to prepare lots of things in the kitchen and the house and that is why I leave you with these nice, pretty and dirrrrty pics ;-)

Yours Jane

Now it happened - it was the first time the an update was not in time... Yes, I had the feeling that it could happen, a cold got me. The first time after 15 years, that there was no chance at all... Eventually I should work in advance for giving you each time the chance for new pics - sorry.

Therefore you'll get very private photos of the feeding and if the photographer would have been a bit more far away, they would't gone, but I am pleased that one of the ladies was true and stayed. Enjoy the adsulutely actual spring shots!!!

Yours Jane

Long time ago, that I pleased my diary and you... However I hope, that you like the photos you got besides and this update.

Well one day earlier than usual you get today's update, as I will be very busy at these Easter days. And hopefully the motorway is not too crowded as I am not the one having patience at all... And as you might see at my latest update, I get really angry. There was a pupil wanting to get some English lessons and - I had to wait. I had to wait!!! The pupil had no idea how I am when getting angry and so it was good that he was not there when I ... no, I am quiet. Have a look at the photos!

So while upcoming weeks there wil be some new things, if anything works as planned. However I am a bit careful and so I don't want to say too much. As soon as something really happened, I will inform you!!!

Enjoy the Easter days!
Yours Jane

Call me girly - but I simply love anything around me: the storm, the snow, the sun, the nature and now the lambs... I am convinced, I am the luckiest women on earth!!!

Long time ago, when I still lived in the city, I have not noticed how great it is to be pleased by all these small things - the more thankful I am now!

Making the photos for you is so great, I am pleased to be the lucky one lacing tightly into corsets, knowing the best corset manufacturers is perfect and to have you: THANK YOU for this real pleasure!

Enough thanks, back to daily life ;-) As you might have notice most of my photos are indoor ones, it is actually too cold to show me off and so I am really excited to go outside. So I talked to a girlfriend and we arranged a date for have a shooting, of course laced into corsets and outdoor...hopefully the weather supports us and it is nice enough. Besides there are no real news, I have not convinced any woman here to wear corsets. Of course men are pleased, but it takes some more time to convince women... Grin, but I am sure at least I will succeed!!! So I will inform you!

A good fellow of mine, being for a long time a true member asked me for to show a shooting where I lace myself into one of my corsets - and as I heard from several members, it is something special for you. Okay, I lace myself each day and so it is nothing special for me - but you cannot see me each day - so I hope you will like this lacing, no I am sure you like it!.
Have fun with the photos

Yours Jane

That was a near thing ... Last weeks it was so busy, that I actually shot these new photos. However I am glad that I have heard the forecast, because the sun went. What a nice spring day and I thought about having a small trip clothed with summer sleeves... And now, actually now while uploading the sky turned into dark. The intense low-pressure system arrived here in the real Northwestern part and I am sure - I will stay here. Normally I am not upset, but after I have heard what is the weather like in England, I am careful...

Whatever - enjoy the nice photos, which let you feel and think about the spring... And dream a bit about the skirts are getting shorter
Yours Jane

This nasty weeds... they growed so badly although it is winter time, that I got weals... I cannot show you my hands actually ;-) Yes, it is pretty cold, but the sun forced me to go outwards for to care for the garden... However for the new photosession I went inside, as it was honestly too cold. And so I decided to show you another view into my daily life - the starting with breakfast... My hair was not brushed and I had my dressing gown besides the corset as my only clothes... I hope you like to have this view as well...

Besides I was in touch with lots of nice fellows and so this year will be very exciting with many nice and new faces for you... You will like it I am sure!

So I hope the weekend will not be too cold but really sunny and I love to see your curious faces while I am having my breakfast ;-)

Yours Jane

I notice, there are not so many news to talk about... I am so happy to watch and enjoy the nature and it makes me feel like the spring is coming. Anywhere one can see the see the buds and in one month the lambs are in my garden - it is so amazing :-) Oh could hug the whole world, seems like I am having spring fever... And so I want to show you today my small impressions of the walk.

Tomorrow there will be a photographer visiting me, who wants to shoot me. Well, just wait and see whether there might be photos, which are good for you and me. I had often visitors telling me, they are so good photographers and to be honest, shame on them to lie that badly. Of course they were convinced of their work, but the result was not even useful for anybody, I am sure a three years old kid could have made it!!! However he will get his chance and maybe he is good what will be perfect. And before he tries to fritter away my time, I will say good-bye and try to get my house and yard photographer for to realise some lovely pics for you ;-)

So please hold your fingers crossed and have a lovely sunny weekend - enjoy the pics
Yours Jane

As you have surely noticed - it took some time until I wrote again. I had lots of work and so I preferred staying quiet ;-)
Whatelse? Well, of course you have seen that my hair colour changed. After all these years it was simply boring for me and as nowadays so many girls like these colour combination, it was so ... ordinary. And so I made the decision to have a look what my original colour says "thanks Heike" and she helped me looking nearly natural! Of course anybody noticed it and I heard several and very different opinions like "nice", "normal" up to my absolutely favourite "oh the small, naughty school girls comes". Of course it was pretty adulated - but I love it: "Thanks my special angel"

Besides the surrounding was fighting against the storm, but to be honest our farm had no problems at all. However the next places had big ones: some shops were opened with candles, the station was closed and the electronic cash register were not able to scan a thing. So each customer wrote down the prices and it is so good here that anybody is simply honest!!!
The temperatures are fine, nearly plus, but the low...brrr, it makes anything horribly cold. So I was pleased the these photos were made inside and no photographer came for having the idea to shot in the barn. And as well I am pleased that the animals are inside and we have to be careful with them. They are not used to be inside, the whole year they are used to be in the land and have space.

There was as well much office work, but I am sure you are not really interested in it...
So I hope you will enjoy the pics and the small mess
Yours Jane

After some long days my diary can read the news... or you?

Besides, whats new? Well I am so glad, there are so many kind people which I talked to and so I made several new dates, which are as well fine for you as we will have pretty new photos...
And the office work is glad to be done - I used the time to realise lots of these work, which helped the big mountain getting smaller... So it is fine.

The only sad thing is that my French visitor doesn't contact me again. He asked for one week education holiday, corset training and so we arranged it that we planned to meet first on "neutral ground" He wanted to realise his dream being feminised - but... it was a simple dream, which he obviously doesn't really plan to realise. Would have been great, as I had lots of ideas, which would be perfect for him and I sure, you would have loved it too. However like life is, he lacked the courage to do it. Sorry, we all would have had much fun.

Okay for now - please enjoy the photos together with Marsha, which we both liked really... you will see it!
Wishing you a lovely weekend with lots of erotic thoughts...
Yours Jane

Now the new year started! I hope that you had a lovely changing, whether with a big party or in a small circle. I wish you, that you will have lots of success and much health and last but not least, that all your wishes come true!
I had a small and very calm changing, having lots of time for thoughts and so I made these photos on 1. of January. While watching the photos you might see how cold it was. Although here is no snow the minus degrees let me jump very quickly back into the car.

So enjoy the photos and although it is not warm, I hope that you will have some warm thoughts
Yours
Jane